This week was FAIL on so many levels. I hope the rest of the month, or the rest of the year, will go well.
I let myself get distracted on the internet instead of focusing on my studies. All those manga sites I kept clicking to read... one of them gave me a malware/virus that infected my computer and made my system go crazy. It's still not completed fixed, but at least now my browsers load. I'm too stupid to remember not to let myself get carried away with my distractions.
I called out someone's name, but realized I had mistaken someone else for him. They look alike to me. Tall, skinny white man with a square-ish face. Except one wears glasses and the other doesn't. I'm so stupid to think they look alike.
I sent out a mass email to the whole school of pharmacy on accident when I replied to an email about the upcoming health fair next week. Then I followed up with an apology email, further spamming the school. I'm too stupid to just ignore my own mistake and let it go.
I snapped a plastic chopstick in half when I was trying to cut egg noodles in a pho restaurant. Tears came to my eyes from the embarrassment. I'm too stupid to keep laughing with my friends even though I wanted to.
I scraped my car against the pole next to my parking spot at my apartment. I thought I was being super careful, trying to squeeze between the pole and the large pickup truck parked next to me. Rather than scratch the truck that is parked too close to the edge of my spot, I slide against the pole on my other side. I'm too stupid to just edge into the parking spot as I usually do. Too ambitious.
The one I like comes to talk to me, but I'm too stupid to think of something to say to him to start or continue a conversation.
I received two rejection emails for the interviews I had during spring break.
Let me just listen to my music and eat my food, hoping not to let myself down anymore...
