And you've still got my heart. I'm still so conflicted inside. I want to be with you, yet I don't feel sad being apart from you. I want your attention again, yet I find comfort in living my own way.
Then, there's another internal conflict. My parents know, and I trust their judgment. It would be extremely taxing on both parties, and happiness would be an effort that shouldn't be so difficult to attain. But we would make it difficult, as time again has revealed already. It shouldn't be so difficult to attain.
Yet, here you are, still in my heart. But you and I will move on, and you unknowingly will be someone I cherish in my life.
This rocky road has been full of hopes and buts. Twists and turns. Flying and crashing.
