Saturday, August 28, 2010

LXXVI : Pharmacy Jot

It's been one week of class! During the week, it got harder and harder to get up at 6:45am to get to class before 8am. But, finally it's Saturday, and I am recharging my energy for the week. Anyway, highlights about the first week, which I am glad I learned even more about what being a pharmacist entails. I still don't know exactly what I want to do yet though.

So, patients get prescriptions from their PHYSICIANS. Because pharmacists are also "doctors" in the sense that their degree is the doctoral degree, just as PhD, MD, DD, and all other D's are doctors. But, doctor, physician, same thing in lay. And there have been changes in the responsibilities and practices of the pharmacy profession to make it even more critical to the medical therapy of the patient. For instance, though USC was the first to have the PharmD program in 1950, pharmacy programs in the US were all changed to PharmD in 2000. So many of the older pharmacists aren't used to being addressed "Doctor (blah)." Also, only in 1993 were pharmacists required to provide patient consults on new medications. This is important for patients to completely follow the steps to fix/maintain whatever health problems they have. But so many studies find that people don't follow through with their medications, and they end up going back to their physicians because their problems come back or persist longer than expected. Why does this happen?

Pharmacists took up the responsibility to be the one to guide patients properly through their drug therapy. That is why we are required to know everything about every drug out there. We want patients to have the best outcome from their medication regime at the lowest cost. This is where consultations come in to help. Though we can ask questions to determine what medication would help the patient (like detective work!), we don't diagnose (job for physicians). This means that we are at our best when we know the patient's complete medical history (what are they taking now? What have they taken before?), any supplemental drugs, any allergies, health conditions, etc. But there's usually missing information and we can only trust the patient to tell us everything (being honest about not taking a drug as indicated). Most physicians don't find out that patients may be taking blood pressure medication every other day instead of every day as prescribed. They may think that it doesn't work, so they prescribe a higher dose (which could lead to adverse effects). So, as health care professionals, we should work together (like detectives in different departments!!!) to find out what is going on with a patient. It makes sense to be a health profession for a patient right?

Anyway, on top of all the "how are pharmacists involved with patient care" stuff, I have to memorize drug names, dosages, indications, and classifications for the Top 100 drugs. It's crazy because they feel like random words and numbers, which most of them are (brand names...). And I have to learn at what age people get what shots at what dosage. Oh yeah, pharmacists can give shots, and one of my professors predicts that pharmacists will take up the responsibility to provide shots for people. We'll see. The profession is so heavily regulated and feels so "new" compared to the medical profession. As one of my professors said, medical doctors have distinguished themselves very well from each other... say if one family doctor gets sued, the surgeon in local hospital isn't affected. But say if a pharmacist in local pharmacy gets sued, all pharmacists get a bad reputation.

I'll leave this with an awesome quote by my professor: "Patients don't care how much you know until they know how much you care." Can't force patients to take their meds properly, go to check-ups and follow-ups, and return to you for future problems if you don't care if they recover or not.

In other news, I hiked up to the Hollywood sign with a bunch of other pharm students (mostly P1, some P2)!

Sunday, August 22, 2010

LXXV : Over and Start Again

Well, tomorrow is the day! The day when I begin pharmacy classes and a life as a pharmacy student. Today, I hung out with three of my baddy teammates, and it made me, once again, think of the days of the past year. I'm glad that I made last year so memorable, and I actually feel that I accomplished making it the best last year of undergrad I could have made it. Sure, there were still some days when I'd sit in my apartment all day (seriously, there were days when I wouldn't leave the apartment at all. They were the days I didn't even get out of my pajamas.), and there were days when I felt I wasted time browsing the internet for nothing in particular. But, they were few compared to the days when I was busy the whole day with something to do: class, research, work, baddy, hangouts, food, lab, etc. Loved the balance it came down to.

But now, I have to move on to balancing a new schedule. One thing I dislike about being in school is the difference every year is, although this is also one thing I like about being in school. The people who graduated that year are no longer back the next year, and you probably won't be able to hang out with them anymore. It makes me sad when the number of people you got to know and hang out with diminish. It's so hard for me to meet new people and establish that feel of familiarity in a quick amount of time. I usually take months (give it about 3 to a year), and before I know it, the year is over and they're gone. I dislike having to part with them, but what can I do except try to keep updated about their lives. It's exciting to meet new people and a new class, but I still long to be back with the people I've already gotten to know. I'm always finding myself in these kinds of dilemmas. Who will I choose to hang out with: people I can get to know (and will get to know for the next 4 years) or people I already know (and may not see much of anymore)?

No matter how much I tell myself that my undergrad days are over and that I have to start this new professional graduate life, I still feel pulled to spend time being an undergrad, hanging with my friends still there, being at the undergrad campus. It's probably because I graduated a year early, but people also are staying a year more to get their masters. Would I feel the same way as I do now if I had stayed one more year? I am lost between this want to still be an undergrad and this want to become a professional. How about being an undergrad professional? haha. I'm so greedy to want both.

Although, now I do feel more strongly that I want to be a professional.

Monday, August 16, 2010

LXXIV : Comfort

I've settled into my new apartment and still have mixed feelings about the upcoming orientation and graduate courses. I'm excited that orientation is tomorrow, and I'll finally be able to meet my fellow classmates, but I'm scared because orientation is tomorrow. I'm scared that I don't know exactly what I'm getting myself into and that I won't be able to keep up with what is expected of a pharmacy student. Also, I'm excited that I'll be at the Pharmacy campus, but I can't decide if I'm glad to be there or kind of dreading it. I'm sad that summer vacation is ending for the final time, but happy to actually feel like I'm experiencing summer. Home's summer was much too cold this year. But to make up for it, I watched 18 movies! The List in order of watched:
Mononoke Hime
Hear Me
The Lion King II
The Lion King
Mulan
Homeward Bound II
10 Promises to my Dog
Toy Story 3
FFVII : Crisis Core
Advent Children
Toy Story 3 3D
Despicable Me 3D
Nim's Island
Toy Story 2
Inception
Beauty and the Beast
Aladdin
Return of Jafar

This list makes me feel accomplished. Well, make it this list and my internship experience (since all my hard-earned pay pretty much is going to loans and rent). When I think about how I was at home with my parents and sister, I remember how easy it felt to ease into that life. And now that they're on their way home, leaving me in this apartment, I am dreading living on my own again, even though I know I've had the experience last year. Maybe it's because I'm going to pharmacy school, and I want to be prepared to manage on my own. I fear having to drop out, take a break, make a new decision. When will moving around to new apartments feel more comfortable for me? Maybe when I have to do it on my own, without my parents. Maybe when I've moved around with them enough times that it feels habitual. Maybe when I'm moving in with people/someone I can be my random self. *sigh* I feel like living in an apartment will never be like living at home.